All is better at my house now.
And our taxes are done too. Man, we are such procrastinators.
And we started working on our garden!
We are adding a NEW area this year, because we've loved it so much and the space we have had is TOO small for all we want to do - I'll show you more on that later.
I am also trying to get ready to run a 5K in less than 2 weeks.
Some friends and I are going to try to run it.
We started talking about this in December and knew we needed to get started training THEN.
Can I please tell you how HUGE running this 5K is for me?
I ran one year of cross country in high school and was an alternate at state. I hated it.
I only did it because a track coach watched me run the 400m and said I'd be a good distance runner.
REALLY - because the 400 is still a sprint. And that's what I did was sprint.
100m, 200m, 400m, 4x100 relay, 4x400relay
Notice a pattern here...NOTHING over 400m. That's once around the track.
But I tried a year of distance running.
I think my friend and I (who ran with me most days) spent more time trying to figure out how we could NOT run than we did actually running. As in...which buildings around town had water fountains so we could run in and grab a drink as we ran by, more time complaining and wondering if we just jumped out in front of a car on accident and got hit maybe we wouldn't have to finish our run, OR we'd cut through a field where the weeds were over our head - we knew exactly where our coaches would be sitting in their truck waiting for us to pass, and we knew they couldn't see us dash into this field. We'd run straight through on the path that had been there from running it before, and out the other side - taking a good chunk of distance out of our run.
Man, that makes me sound like quite the rebel, huh? I really was a good kid. I followed almost ALL rules.
And I will admit I was a follower on this one...once we saw a few of the senior boys do it - we figured we'd do it too. So at least we wouldn't be the only ones in trouble.
I did get up to 5,6, and 7 mile runs. But it was NEVER fun. I hated it. But I'm not a quitter so I wasn't going to quit the season.
I was in great shape in high school - I played 4 years of Varsity basketball and ran track. And I loved working out and lifting weights. But I guess we're all in great shape when we're that age, huh?
Then in college I think I can count the number of times on 2 hands that I worked out - in 4 1/2 years.
After that - absolutely NOTHING.
When I started my Butz and Gutz class this past fall - it's the first time I had worked out in probably 5 or 6 years.
Now as far as running goes - I haven't done that since those days of cheating my runs and cutting through the fields.
I tried to get a few LITTLE runs here and there on the treadmill while it was still cold - but I wasn't getting very far or even CLOSE to prepared for this 5K.
Then April 1 hit - WHOAH - we have 3 weeks.
The weather also finally became nice.
So I have slowly been trying to get some runs in.
My first day running outside was horrifying.
I don't know my distance - so I've just been going by time.
I ran for 8 minutes and about fell over dead.
My lungs hurt more than anything. I could barely walk or talk.
And I came to the conclusion that running on a treadmill and running outside is very different.
Outside was much harder than I thought.
Dave put his money on the fact that I would NOT be running this 5K.
But things have gotten better!
After that first time, it hasn't hurt near as bad.
I did 9 minutes - it was HARD!
Then 11 minutes - getting a little easier
Then 12 minutes.
Predicting that I was running anywhere from a 10-12 minute mile. I hope no one is laughing at that time.
Today I took off, and decided to get out of my neighborhood.
See, until now, I wanted to stay IN my neighborhood, close to home, because I wasn't really sure how far I could make it and I didn't want to have to walk too far to get home if I had to stop running.
I don't have a watch with a timer, so I've been using the timer on my phone.
But I don't take my phone with me (b/c I don't have anywhere to put it). I just leave it with Dave, and he yells out to me as I approach the driveway how much time I had run.
The bad thing about this is that I know the clock is close - all I can think about is the clock - how long has it been??? I wonder if I've hit 5 minutes yet? I wonder if it's been 10 minutes. My mind is consumed on the clock that I can't see.
I got an armband for my ipod and now I run with music so that helps.
I was so consumed by the time, and was really just focused on beating my previous time (meaning being able to run longer than I did the day before without stopping).
So today I left it with him and decided to venture further - hoping to just increase the 12 minutes I did yesterday, but not really knowing where I was going and when I'd turn around to head back.
The good thing about getting away from home is that I actually forgot about the clock.
I wondered how much time it had been, but I also realized that I was feeling okay.
And when I knew I had run longer than I had EVER before, it got me excited to keep GOING and run more.
I found my way back home - to find Dave waiting in SHOCK that my timer read 22 minutes.
He just figured I had been walking a lot. But I only walked for 1 minute!
I was then super excited, and proud of myself and very curious to know how far it was since we haven't measured my distance at all up to this point. So we got in the car and drove it. I was PRAYING it was close to 2 miles, but I really didn't know.
And it was - pretty much 2 miles exactly!! WHOOOHOOOO!!
I still don't know if I can run 3. But I'm way closer than I thought.
We'll be okay if we have to run some and walk some.
But I'll see what I can do in the next 12 days.
A few things I am learning through this new little running phase:
*running feels good - physically (not DURING, but later) and mentally
*I kind of get hooked, even though I just ran a few hours ago, I'm already looking forward to my next run so I can "beat it".
*I don't know if I could run without something pushing me - the clock, a person, a goal? I'm competitive, so I don't know if I could just go out and run for the heck of it. Right now I'm being super competitive with myself - trying to beat what I did the day before.
*I need some new music to run to - anyone have good running songs I can put on my ipod?
*My daughter now wants to be a runner like me - she puts on her shoes and wants to run all over the driveway, and she loves to run laps in the cul de sac near us. She makes me feel good. She makes me feel like I'm a REALLY good runner and it's something that I've been doing for a long time. When in fact, she doesn't really realize that it's something mommy just picked up 2 weeks ago - and who knows how long it will last. She's good for my self-esteem.
That's about all I've come to so far.
Hopefully I didn't completely bore you with my "diary of a running girl".
There may not be much more to this story - until the day of the 5K.
So I'll leave you in suspense.
Do I make the 3.1 mile run or not?